Saturday, April 29, 2006

5:47pm yesterday

yesterday

in the swirling maze of the tall city

on avenues that harnessed shadows

and let me walk unencumbered by memory

                 i saw you

i had forgotten your face

the women between here and there

the browns of their cheeks

the beauty of their shoulders

sometimes so muddled in my memory

who was i loving then?

what midnight did darkness surround us in?

was it you who once left before i could touch you?

and the amazing machine city

the daytime carousel of events and traffic

      time

and the shadows of clocks

the vinyl sounds of bright pigeons

     lifting

                off

                    into weather

i saw you

you were looking at me

and memory        fast as vision

hurtling gazes

                      one face     to      another

in that fragrant recognition of

shared breath                                                           and silence

intimacy cooled my mouth

      (our kisses still exist somewhere behind my tongue)

we smiled

and greeted

held hands a second too long

                                             i almost kissed you i swear

                                almost

               held you too close

                               almost

              tasted your ear and left

an indigo invitation in the small of your back

                                                                        but i let you go

and watched you in the crowds

watched you

looking back at me

calling and

disappearing

moving into

the infinite fanning

of the alluvial

future

until i

lost you

in the

sheer

number

of faces

calico

shadows

and

echo

i  n  g

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